Actually.. the plan for today was just to hv a late lunch together... and they were all sleepy when we were eating so i didn't expect them to want to go anywhere... it was nearly 6pm and they wanted to go to PD or Genting... overnight there. OMG! i wasn't ready for that! Then they realized that we'll only reach there at night so they cancelled and opt for a karaoke session @ BB.
The traffic was like hell! but there were so many people... and handsome guys walking everywhere for us to 'cuci mata' so it wasn't that bad and i was not in a bad mood (just tired) coz of the traffic. when traffic stalled, i flirted (read:smile & looked long enuff) with a guy smoking shisha by the road side... tall & handsome... then when the traffic was not moving for too long (although it was only 5 minutes), i got edgy coz he was looking straight at me & smiling (i kan pemalu!)... in my mind i was swearing "move it already! before he comes over!"... the 3 girls in the car with me was so loud and kecoh about it!... making it even more awkward. then, after the 5 awkward minutes, it was moving again... he waved! .. and then, it's all over hahaha... just something to past time ;)
Btw, lately i always kind of flirt a bit (just a bit ok!) with guys i find interesting (and coincidently looking my way)... on a few occassions, even when i went out with my married fren (i don't think she noticed tho...hahaha) .. but i don't really show it... once i almost blow my cover coz the guy suddenly made a move but i managed to cover it well.. pretended i didn't hear anything hahaha! It's just me... when the guy response, i'd freak out :P hey, it's call flirting.. it's suppose to be a non-commital-and-very-brief thing. I never dated guys i randomly flirt with... i only date guys i already know.
The karaoke session.. 3 hours of singing their heart out... tho' Z was actually sleeping most of the time... so was i hehehe. I was tired! but Z was tired plus she was down coz her boyfren. on the way back.. everybody was so tired and there weren't many guys to 'cuci mata'... actually i didn't need any.. as the girls said it... i've had my fill ;) well, the shisha guy was enuff and no other guys comes close after him, anyway :P
I haven't had that kind of outing for so long... i normally do it with my frens from school (R & M)... and it's been like 2 years! Purely girl talk.. of course i don't talk that much coz they were talking non-stop (sometimes they had to take turns!).. but i do contribute somethin to the conversation hehehe. I'll talk more if i'm with R&M... i'm not indicating my preferences in frens... just that there are certain frens that u feel comfortable doing certain things with... so there ARE things i don't feel comfortable doing with R&M too.
While on the subject of frens... my mom was telling me about her fren's daughter (my schoolmate that i rarely talk to.. just greetings & smiles) being bestfren with my old bestfren (that girl said her bestfren was my old bestfren).. what?! i don't even know i have a bestfren in school! The closest was Illa (my mom wud have remembered her)... but i hvn't seen her since school ended and i don't think they mix with the same group of people anyway. confused, I asked "who was my bestfren?" mama cudn't recall the name so i mentioned every single name in my group of frens from school... her answer was "nope, not it". Then who?? now i'm more confused... who is this girl who claimed to be my bestfren? my mysterious bestfriend hahaha! This one i gotta find out!
Btw... about bestfrens... i actually do have some despite always saying not having one. Some frens have a special place in my heart.. they are very gud frens... the ones i love, care, respect and pray for. But i never labeled them as my bestfrens... coz i think they're just too good for me to label them... it's not right to label those above me :) Although i never mentioned/introduced them as my bestfrens... i do think they know that they are the real best frens that have humbled me to even mention them as mine. They are also the reason i to do everything i can so i can feel at par with them.. but as time goes by, i seem to find more qualities to them that i have yet to have... which is good coz i will keep improving to become a fren, worth having these bestfrens ;)
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