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Last post continued...

I hvn't finished my last post... a fren was here when i finished the last sentence.

So where was I? About certain frens getting more attention than others...

What i was tryin to say was that... i was frustrated coz i felt useless as i don't feel like i was helping. I make up for my incapabilities as a fren by being there if one of them needs me. Most of the time it's not tiring or exhausting... coz i wanted to do it. But sometimes i do feel tired, mentally... coz it is so hard for me to contain the self-frustration and sadness and put a smile everyday to cheer my frens. Then I'd cry. And right now, Im crying.

Need to stop now...