Time Management Problem

Time Management.. Failed!

I purposely fail in the subject of time management hehehe... i can't get myself to arrange time well. While Im studying and not restricted... might as well do things as they come. Spontaneity is much more fun. Friday... as promised, I went out with Ira, Aida, K.Shereen & her fiance . We went for Duyung @ TGV Pyramid... horrible film! Then KS went of with her fiance and 3 of us till lepak... and guess what... I couldn't remember what we did next! hahaha! so i'll just skip. I got home around 11pm... my bro is home. I tidy up myroom, clean the house then, dressed and ready to head to BJ... to help out with the party preparation. I had the keys... but the car's gone. My bro's in Dsara. Texted a fren... hoping she'll offer to pick me up otw there... no reply. So let's just not hope... i went up and change and head off to bed.

Saturday morning... the usual Ira Saf & Aida came over to my place for our group discussion. We had trouble with the assignments... it was hard. we did til 4pm then change to our next assignment... I went into my room to peak at the Raja Lwk final repeat Ira was watching. We came out 10 minutes later... the 2 of them outside were talking rather seriously... there were tears (definitely not something to do with our assignments! and they weren't fighting... just sharing personal problems.. one talking and one comforting)... i stayed for a while then decided to go in my room again... too depressing. Staying and listening and talking would mean choosing sides while i'd like to remain neutral... Ira was stuck outside... so I had to put my acting skills (not that i have any!) into use to get her out of there.

We left them outside for about half an hour... inside the room... it was silence while our minds were off thinking on the same issue. Then i decided to get them out of the house and go to Reena's party... drop the subject. I told them we'd go and shop for the clothes Aida wanted afterwards.

There were stilll many people there 'though it's supposed to have ended 1 hour before we came. My BR frens looked tired... managed to chat with a few of them. Ju was a great sport... she came and talk to my frens... so it wasn't so awkward. Thanx Tang! We didn't stay long.. it was late and Saf needed to get home... and we got to go shop for something. Off to pyramid again.

Got what we went there for... we had dinner @ subway... then Saf called.. Adik wants to eat dinner with us. so we went to Secret Recipe to have our dessert while they hv dinner. Hangout for a while then went home around 11pm. Called BR... no one picked up so i assume they're tired and slept early.

Sunday... my purse was in Ira's bag so she came over to return it and took me out for breakfast. Came back to my house.. we continued the assignment where we left off. Then, Ju called... "Lunch kat Sheraton..." i just ate and was working on something so i refused... but she insisted, so i agreed & and asked Farha to pick me up at home. The always kind farha, never say no :). Told Ira to pick me up later at sheraton.. since i've agreed to go out with her before Ju called.

Hi-tea was great (as always)... the usual clown was there entertaining us. I wasn't feeling anything that day... neither happy or sad... indifferent. I guess i was tired and had been dizzy for the past 5 days. The clown made me laugh.

Made a few arrangments with Ira & her hubby... changed a few times... til finally, i decided to cancel our plan since i can't make up my mind... and the time didn't align just right.

I am sorry I hvn't had much time with u girls lately... Recently, it has been very tense for me... I have some personal issues... which i prefer to keep to myself. Do forgive if I had hurt anybody and caused any worries. I'll be OK for our Bandung trip ;)