Unwritten

I feel like writing today... this is going to be a spontaneous one... wateva comes out of my mind... It has been over 3 years since i've written... Sorry if doesn't sound good... i'm not a writer.. i only attempt to write.

Persembahan Buat Duka

Ditanya kalau mungkin menemui jawab buat keraguan
Kalaulah aku mampu mencari dan persembahkan
Kalaulah aku mampu mencipta dan mempamerkan
Seluruh daya dan keringat ku hamparkan demi secebis senyuman

Tangisan gelap tak berpenghujung mengundang merah luka
Kalaulah nampak mata ini, ku hapus kelip biar terbuka
Kalaulah sampai jemari ini, ku hias indah seribu rona
Lantas ku jejak tangis dalam buta ku hulur sekelumit cahaya

Walau mulutku diam hatiku tak pernah putus bicaranya
Walau mataku pejam airmata tak mungkin putus alirnya
Walau gelap walau kelam hadirku disisi pasti kau rasa
Walau parah walau lumpuh langkahku seiring tetap bersama

~ NCY, 4 Disember 2008 ~

That was all i could come up with at this time... my mind is kind of stuck and i can't get much words out. I wish i had all my writings from before to refer to... but it was only documented on scraps and the recently formatted hard disk.. i forgot to back it up... all gone now. If only my writings were as good as SD, maybe somebody would have copies of it :(