*sigh*

Some people just don't get it... u living longer doesn't make u the more enlighten one. I was brought to life after M already gone thru some stage of life. Yes i know i have yet to see life... and i do think, u make a judgment on people based on wat knowledge is presented to you. So i guess... if i'm young, i might give u less resources to be judged upon. Don't compare apples to grapes (or whatever fruit u prefer)...

And... when did i ever give the right to anybody at all? For M to judge me is one thing... for M to go and talk about it, is another thing... it gets on my nerves! I've reserved my opinion all this while... so don't u dare tell me i am wrong or i am weak or i am stupid... MYOB! Let me be... if u don't like it.. SHUT UP!

I am so tired of living up to people's expectations... so tired of pretending i am happy when i am not... so tired of pretending to please others... all so that others don't talk bad about me.. but it is so hard to please everybody. I've tried hard... i've compensated so much... So pls.. let me have my space to rest and gain my strength so i can keep up my acting and continue being the pretentious person that i am. Coz i don't think people will like the real me... so pls, let me be... or i'll get too tired, and be gone forever...

please, i beg u please... don't bring me down.