Forgiven lies

I can only accept lies if there are justification acceptable by me... and one fren just have that privilege to lie to me about certain things & i wouldn't mind. Typically, i wud hate people lying to me... but in this case, technically it is not a lie coz i know the truth.

When u know someone too well... u'll know if things are not right. So when that person lies... i know i'm not supposed to dig into it & just let it be.

I guess it's hard to make certain people happy for long... and believe me, i don't know how to make people happy :( so i guess "i'm going to be happy for a few days" was a lie afterall. Well, it's ok...although i expected it to last longer, it was the best i can do... sustaining it past a 1-hour period is already a new record for me. hmm..

I think i shud go MIA... so when i show up once in a while, it'd have a greater effect (seems to work when the others do it). But i don't think i can make myself to be MIA for long... coz then, i'll stress out thinking too much of things & worrying. Maybe i shud just follow the flow for now. hmm...