Few weeks to go...

.. but I dn't know how i feel about it... happy that I'll finally have my MBA :) and can get back on my walk of life. Sad that... i'll be leaving behind the life i have so much enjoyed for the last 2 years, the frens will normally grow apart, and i haven't secured a job anywhere yet.

So right now... i decided not to feel anything. I'll let situations and occassions dictate what i feel :)

This week has been a busy week with assignments and presentation. I had one presentation yesterday. I guess it went well (i really don't know how to evaluate myself :p)... as always my slides are always simple and direct. I don't wirte those 'berjela-jela' words and to have a read-along session with the class.. i normally have something visual like flowcharts or graphics so they can see the connection clearer. Coz i really don't like it when people present using slides packed with sentences and i have to figure things out trying to get what they mean (correcting the grammar and sentence structure in my mind during the whole process.. to make sense of the sentences) whille trying not to fall asleep hearing the presenter (who sometimes doesn't even know wat they've prepared) read it out loud monotonously (i'm not illiterate, i can read!). I try not to follow the trend of these people presenting for the sake of JUST fulfilling the grading requirement and ignoring the fact that we're suppose to share quality knowledge and information here.

And when i present, i don't practise. Nothing scripted. I just learn the subject... know it by heart. And speak it out. The outlines are on the slides.. just to be sure the presentation is well organized so i don't have to jump back everytime i remember other things related to wat had been presented. Though i may not be an as convincing and animated like my fren Saf; and be as knowledgeable and spontaneous as my fren Ira... I think i have a balance of both these two people... so it's quite ok... I'm well off compared to the others ;).

Yesterday's presentation was on online trade (the subject of my choosing)... i'm suppose to teach the class about it... wat it's all about, the good and bads, the regulation, the process, the technology and blah blah... i planned it to be like 10 minutes since i've simplified all there is to know... but the lecturer interrupted me to ask some questions.. so it went way past the expected time... the DrR liked it so i was happy. Btw, she appointed me as the emcee... hahaha! but it was good coz the nerve was all gone by the time i volunteered to present my subject.. although all i did was said a few words b4 anyone presents.

I chose those i expect to be boring to present 1st (exploiting the power of an emcee!).. after 6 people, it was so boring (and i only had 2 hours of sleep that morning. too sleepy) coz the subjects were not well presented, i went on and present and followed by Hossein & Saf since their subjects are related to mine... Hossein was good. Saf was really good... everybody was "oooo...really? ..oooo".. she sure can convince people! Even the very conservative DrR is considering the our modern method in making money hahaha! Then it was boring again. To close the session... the most anticipated subject by DrR... from Ira. She said it was a very good closing.. and i agree. The whole chronology of the current financial turmoil, simplified in a 10 minute presentation.. now everybody is updated with the what, why, where, who and how! (as expected from the best student hehehe) and thru it all... she was trying not to throw up.. the morning sickness had caused the run to the toilet 3 times b4 she presented.

Poor her... and who the hell said it's morning sickness??... it's like 24/7! Last night... She smsed telling me her throat bled due to too much throwing up. Hope it gets better soon... when she tells me she really weak and tired.. i always tell her it'll get better soon (although i dn't know if it's true.. how was i supposed to know??). I've asked KZ for advice.. so i used KZ's advice hehehe... when i tell her, it's always "KZ cakap..." or "KZ suruh..." ... and she has not met KZ... I'm not married, i'm not supposed to be advicing a pregnant fren regarding her sex life, shud i? hahaha!

Enuff of that...

Tonight... i cooked sardines and rice for dinner. Tired of eating out... i cooked coz Mama isn't here... she's on tour with her sisters (cm artis lak! hahaha! tour raya la) for another week or so. The sardines was ok.. cooked to my liking :D

Abah is home... he's probably boring without Mama.

5 days ago.. there's this noise i described as "bunyi cicak tersepit" i hear every 2 minutes or so... in my room. I've been searching where the "cicak tersepit" is so i can kill it and end the misery of being "tersepit". A fren slept over at my place 2 nights ago... i mentioned this to her... i told her i've been looking for the source for 3 days to no avail. Guess what? She solved the mystery in 5 minutes! it was a plastic bag of the DVDs i bought... it made a sound coz of the fan! hahaha!

I hope KE had resolve her issue with her bestfriend :) ... i dn't knw which job she chose.. she'd know better which is the best for her. All the best!

hmm... btw, i think i'm getting fat! :( I hvn't been on a diet all this while... i dn't know how, but frens tell me i've lost weight (though the scale said it hasn't changed).. so if it's true than it's good :) but i dn't want to put on some more!

Just checked my phone... 18th is Nyssa's birthday! and i forgot! i need to get her a present tomorrow. So the party is Saturday. I've asked Ira to come along... but i guess she's not comfortable, not knowing anybody there and the fact that she's pregnant. hmmm... i'll ask again, just to make sure.