Damn it!

OK.. i'm quiet upset about something right now. I may not show it much.. but i AM upset!

I hate it when people won't listen lest watever they think right turns out wrong. For God's sake, u're only human... AND you can be wrong!

Instead of arguing why i am not wrong/to be blamed... i took the blame. Coz u know wat? It's gonna be a waste of time arguing when i know I'm going to be 'wrong' anyway... not worth it. When they set their mind to think one way, they won't think otherwise... can i call it single-tracked mind?

I am still upset! Btw, u're not any better than everybody... why shud people treat u differently? After talking a whole lot of crap about people not being fair... well, get a mirror!

It is not all about YOU! it's about a lot of things u chose to ignore for fear it will make u less than what you really are (i shud think it's otherwise).


Since i'm upset right now... might as well blog about one other thing. But i'll make it brief...

Let's just say... When we are so good working together, at our synergized pace... then came this burden we hv to carry.. it disrupts all the balance we have. We have to make space to compensate. The negative vibe has taken so much on our positivity... i don't think it's fair that one is capitalizing on the rest. My fren who is not in a good condition due to her pregnancy contributes wayyyy more than that healthy, lively ignorant.


I guess... sometimes life is not fair. I'd just have to cope with it. But on a positive note... one's loss is another's gain... and one losing, actually gains in other ways... so we lose some, we gain some. It's karma.. it works both ways :D

And girl... your English is wayyyy too bad to be blogging in English. Sorry... but it annoys me to be reading that kindergarten English of urs. Can't u just blog in Malay so that it makes more sense? I'm not indicating my English is good... i think mine is just OK, not too bad, not too good.. but urs is comparable to my Spanish (por favor!).. and i don't even speak spanish!