GOOD NEWS!

Petang ku keluar menonton bersama 3 org teman... GOL N GINCU buat kali kedua. Ku susah nk minat pelakon baru/muda... ku minat cm Umie, Nasha, Ako.. dorg dh establish lama baru ku minat bakat dorg ni. Tp aku MINAT Fazura... officially (Had to watch the movie twice to make certain of this fact).. I just love her character.. it was simple yet very lovable. Another one... I fell in love with that Pierre guy! Some may say he's not that handsome... but he's just so addictive! Yeah, BABY!

I think our team would've done as good as those other if we were in the movies. AS IF they'd cast us! hahahah. Can't help but hope there'd be a sequel where we cn hv a walk-in role or something... Berangan nk berlakon lak! :P Dulu ada gak kawanku mention yg kawan dia nk buat filem ke apa ntah tp ada la dia tanya minat nk berlakon x... minat tu mmg minat la sgt tp bakat belum tentu ada, confidence level pn belum cukup rasanya (tapi aku ada rasa yg aku dh jadi org baru sejak beberapa bulan ni... dh lebih kondifen hehehe).

Reality check! OK back to today's events...

After the movies, lepak sambil teman yg 3 org tu mkn mlm... bila dh sampai masa, terus ke PJ utk dinner bersama family. Asalnya nk ke PJ Hilton tp bila dh sampai depan restaurant tu rasa cm x nk lak.. last minute tukar g Victoria kt depan... aku mmg prefer Victoria sbb xyah nk jln2 amik makanan sendiri... suasana pn best. Suasana mkn mlm dipenuhi dgn borak2 kosong n kongsi jokes... happy times! Pelayan 2-3 org suka dtg kt meja kitorg kt kepala keretapi tu utk turut dengar... tp dorg control ketawa la.
Di tgh kemeriahan Abah bersuara seakan ingin menyumbangkan cerita lawaknya... "Abah nk bagitau something... Esok Abah dh jd jeneral" kitorg satu famili yg tgh expect joke cm blurr jap... dia nk buat joke ke serius? Aku punya pickup cepat 5 saat dr yg lain (walaupun lewat 30 saat) terus congratulate Abah.. AKHIRNYA! Nsik pangkat... ramai yg menanti dan mendoakan, akhirnya jd kenyataan. Soalan pertamaku : "S'tan kelantan dh bday lum?" Abah kata bulan Mac. Lambat lg tu. Mama lak kata S'tan Pahang dh nk dekat.. Aku pn dgn lakonan perempuan berlagak x ingat : "Wah! lepas ni jd anak dato' la saya! hahaha" Tp xde efek pn padaku, bukannya gelaran pd pangkal namaku.

Abah mmg wajar dapat rezki ini... Abahku seorg yg amat aku sanjung sifatnya... sentiasa tenang, rendah diri, sabar dan sangat berdedikasi dlm kerja. Byk rintangan yg Abah lalui... X pernah mengadu. Abah kerja pn selama ni sbb nk senangkan hidup kitorg adik beradik... aku tahu sbb nenekku pernah terlepas cakap pdku... Nenek pernah nasihati Abah jgn terlalu manjakanku tp Abah ckp pd nenek yg dia dh hidup susah dulu, dia xnk anak2 lalui pengalaman yg sama. Alhamdulillah Abah memberikan kehidupan yg baik kpd kami.. dan yg penting dr jalan yg halal krn x mahu darah kami dikotori. Sebab cerita nenekku itu juga aku menjadi seorg anak yg mampu menghindari pelbagai pengaruh buruk di usia muda.. semua kerana mahu Abah tahu yg apa yg dia berikan pdku selama ini tidak sia2... supaya dia tidak menyesal di kemudian hari kerana terlalu memanjakan kami adik beradik. Thank you Abah! Thank you Mama too... if it weren't for u handling the discipline department while Abah pampered us with all those good things we like, we wouldn't turn out this good ;)


Thinking... how am i going to handle life after tomorrow? probably the same. But socializing with the family would be a big pressure... I've been avoiding their social events all this while.. turning up to a few events just for the sake of 'jaga hati' my dad's friends. My confidence is building tremendously lately... maybe i can make a few appearance this year... but come to think of it, i'd rather go lepak at Suzi's with frens. We'll see how it goes. Hoping that i wouldn't feel pressured to take up GOLF!