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My Reflection
Life is not something u can figure out without digging deep enough. Some people can't even figure out what movies like Talentime or even Ayat2 Cinta is all about... if u say u get what lies beneath those scripts and visual and yet u haven't had a change of mind... then u didn't dig deep enough. If u say those movies were just ordinary, then u're just watching for the sake of watching movie to past time and laugh when there's a funny scene. Sometimes life isn't just about the big events.. it's about every little details leading to the big events. It's how u are able to notice the little things happening... how u are sensitive and aware of ur surroundings.. how u focus less on urself. It makes u understand better because u don't limit urself to certain 'framework' when u absorb things.

I am not saying i know everything.. i am just human after all. I gained a few things as i go along the road. Whatever happens en route, i'd know.. if it happens on another road and it's not in my view then i'd only know when friends who has been there talks about it. Would you believe me if i say Ayat-ayat Cinta is a movie that changed me? Even my mom couldn't have caused a bigger change. Why? my mom walked her route of life. She tells me whatever she experience on HER route. The movie.. combines several routes... opening up the possibilities and reasoning. Seeing thru so many 'eyes' made me change. That movie was a gift. And i tell my friends to watch it and hopefully they see what i saw (i even bought one for my bestfriend.. and i dn't think she saw what i saw)... and hopefully they'd understand life better. I can't explain what it is.. can't describe it.. but when i finished watching, i felt a 'tug' in the heart (not the physical heart). I don't think my mom gets that 'tug' after watching either. All those words i said to console those broken hearts of frens... were the result of that movie. I am not one to preach on religion etc.. coz my friends would know i'm not that good at it. One thing i'm sure of.. 'Ku Percaya Ada Cinta'.

... and i think life is short... just wish i can make those around me happy so they can see life in a more positive note.

... and i do believe, 'enough' will not follow a fully-crossed-out wishlist.. a new wishlist always follows.

oh yeah... just in case u think i've got a halo hovering on my head.. rub the halo off that visual! I am human.. i make mistakes.. in fact i like making mistakes so i can learn from it ;) U can question whatever i do (and while u're at it, pls look in the mirror to make sure there's no contradiction hehe) but pls don't question what's in my heart because i am very sure of it and u should be too.

Lastly
If u dn't understand what i'm trying to say in this entry... it's normal, dn't worry. But if u do, wow! u're good.. u must be one of my closest frens ;)

Have a good week ahead :)