New Year.. New Love?

Just a lil update... in case anyone is wondering what i'm up to and cudn't get in touch with me...

Bday...
6 jan - celebrated with relatives @ Aunty M's beautiful house. 1st time with them.. it feels good.. great time with uncles aunties cousins. Too bad Abah & Alif wasn't there.

8 jan - celebrated with Ira & Saf @ VS... Saf finally made it after too many failed attempts. It was a happy day... just like any other days with my great frens =) Got a present from Saf & lovely card from Ira (she's ordered & shud arrive on the 11th).

10 jan - went out with the chirpy & happy girls.. whole day of fun & smiles... we talked, we laughed, we had a great time til late. So much for theie new year resolution... we ate, ate and ate! Went to see K.Ida perform... spent time with her there. Beautiful as always. She sang Tanpa dendam di hati... which i think is better than Siti's version... coz she didn't overdo it. Great voice!

11 jan - got a present from Ira... a cool solar charged chronograph. The best watch i have =) ... not that i have too many. Told me she was getting me a PSP but heard BR's gettin me one & i sort of told her wii is no fun playing alone so she didn't get me that. I was expecting the holiday photobook... but i got a watch =) which is still great... but ... i guess i won't be getting the photobook :(


L O V E ...

I found out on sunday why that guy told me not to hope on him... so i was sad & touched by that... I've been wondering why coz he did things that wud make a girl hope despite telling the girl not to. i got the answer...Now it's time to move on. But we're still good frens :) i wish him all the best and he is strong enuff to endure it.

Coincidently... a guy have been trying to ask me out... i've been busy & wasn't ready.. and now he's busy. supposedly, sunday was the day... he was caught up somewhere. maybe some other day. met him a few times before... i thinks he is a guy that knows wat he wants and has plans for his future... ikind of like him but too early to tell. until then...

At the same time... an old crush is so friendly of late. Now i am confused... coz i like him more. But he didn't ask me out so i guess he just want to be frens. He's someone my mom wud love as my bf... but future wise... i'm uncertain... he sort of live by the day. we'll see how it goes.


... kind of confusing but still... a good start for the new year =)