Ignorance Bliss

Mode : Ignorance Bliss?

I've spent months seeking knowledge and spent the last months trying to put that knowledge into use (read: assignments, presentations, projects and exams). I love every minute that i spent getting all those knowledge and getting my brain to work more effectively.. it's been a hard time with minimum sleep, maximum pressure and everything else u could relate to those. Once it was over... 2 days ago... it was such a feeling... satisfaction! When u work so hard for something... when u finally get it done, the feling: priceless!

So i have a 2-months break... 2 months of ignorance bliss.. if ever i am capable of being ignorant for so long. I bought a book on how to draw.. hopefully i can teach myself to draw. I plan on studying FOREX trading so i can start trading online (with fake money 1st lah).. it'll be good for next semester... i'll be majoring in finance. Also planning on writing a book and some kids' books (still doing my research... kids' books are hardest.. hv to study psychology, growth, brain function, perception etc.). My business plan... one of it is kids' book publishing (not so much for the business... but kids need some quality materials too). My fren is in consumer goods... basically the everyday food industry.. she's doing well but wouldn't want to the same thing... maybe i'll do something with my iranian frens... import-export. we'll see. PLanning to spend the break to come up with a few business plans... maybe something indo-malaysia, branding personality, dry food import, forex investment (it's not legal in Malaysia.. have to setup an american account). Just plans... if i don't have enough resources to start one of them... i'd go work for a few years.. hopefully somewhere out of malaysia (UK seems nice.. good pay).

Hmm... i don't think it's going to be total ignorance then.


About my frens...
BRFC...
MD... dh pindah umah baru, dkt umahku... sorry la x dpt nk tolong. 2-3 ari ni dh free, call la kalau perlu pertolongan... ku nk call pun, umah tu xde line... susah.

CN... maid dh lari. bab ni, sori x dpt nk tolong... setakat tlg main dgn anak, bleh. hehehe tp dia kn dh jd besfren MD skrg... dh bleh main dgn dia.

Yg lelain npk cm xde masalah... sibuk beraya.

Lama...
Kwn lama... aku msh contact 2-3org kwn lama... aku pn xtau perkembangan dorg sgt.. stkt tanya khabar gitu2 je. tp hari tu ada sorg citer, rupanya SD dh xde contact... ku br tahu. sorry la.. xleh nk berpihak mana2.. dua2 ku paham.. dua2 ada alasan yg bleh diterima.

Baru...
Akhirnya kwn ku mengaku rahsianya. Aku dh agak.. slalu mmg ku xkn ckp kalau aku x kenfem.. just keep in mind je n try to make her feel comfortable. Apa yg aku buat, buat dia akhirnya selesa utk ckp dgn aku. Dia ckp, dia bgtau aku sbb terdgr aku bckp dgn kwn2 lain yg aku x kisah kalau kwn aku dlm keadaan tu. Aku bgtau dia mmg aku ckp mcm tu sbb aku tau dia tgh dgr walaupun dia buat x dgr... n aku rasa aku tahu rahsia dia. tp aku bgtau, mmg aku x prejudis. Dh cukup la aku tgk dia susah hati je... aku taknak dia makin teruk sbb anggap aku, kwn baik, dia xleh terima dia. Dekat setahun aku cuba yakinkan dia utk bgtau aku. akhirnya.. tq for trusting me.

Dia mula ngadu dkt ku.. well, aku faham. aku faham dia, aku faham org yg sebelah lagi. Sbg kawan, mmg aku kena sokong dia. Dia blum sedia nk cerita sepenuhnya. Tp dia bgtau aku.. dia slalu berpura-pura dpn org... well, nothing wrong with that.. kalau ada justification. setiap org ada rahsia. cuma aku nak tlg dia build up confidence & hilangkan insecurity dia... nk bg dia faham keadaan dia dan keadaan seorang lg. mungkin lps ni dia bleh hidup dgn aman.